Chapter 29 Educating Isabella

In answer to a few of your questions about things, that everyone is dying to know….and not giving anything important away….

Will Edward turn Bella soon? 

No that will not happen until towards the end.

Why is Edward’s venom so special versus any other vampire?

Yall are going to kill me as to how I came up with this whacked thought…

Robert has the ability have women all over the world swoon. I mean imagine the

pheromones he exudes to affect females through movie screens, TV screens, and monitors.

So yeah, I felt like Edward’s venom would wow women too like Robert’s pheromones.

Who is trying to kill Edward/ and threatening Bella?

Just have to wait and see.

Why did Alice not warn Edward about Elizabeth?

My Alice was insistent on Edward and Bella getting together because she is trying to help Edward become a better person. This Alice is not the kind that meddles in others affairs. She is more into revealing her gift to keep others safe and to help them…. However, I felt as though the whole Elizabeth, Carlisle, Edward thing is not her place to warn him. It is too volatile a situation for her to just blurt this out. In addition, Alice is not really watching Carlisle all that much and she has no reason to watch for Elizabeth. Remember Alice is not in the family she and Jasper are just good friends of Edwards.

What is going on with Rosalie and Emmett? Why has Bella not contacted her?

Bella mentioned that she tried to contact Rosalie and has not been able to confer with her. Bella will deal with this in time. Rosalie and her father do not have a great relationship. He was never around to care for her and thought money would suffice to take care of her.

What is going on with Rose and Emmett?

Emmett had planned to tell Rosalie what he was but their trip was cut short the first night because her father passed. Therefore, what happens will remain to be seen.

How do you come up with this stuff?

Lol…I spend far too much time browsing the web when I am not working. I don’t have kids to take up my time. Just a husband and a dog. I do have to pay attention to the hubby occasionally. As for my ideas well in the past my former Beta’s Nicole and Dianne helped contrive the story as we brainstormed together but for the rest of it…I have to admit my outline is very vague to start and then when I get an idea I rework it in if I can. If I cannot I have to let it go.

When will the sequel to EEK be out?

I delved into a bit of chapter one and I thought I could do them both but it is far to hard to keep them from getting crossed so I have to wait till Shhhhh….is finished because this Edward is a darker than our EEK Edward.

Why is Carlisle and Elizabeth’s eye color not their human color if they are mated or Emmett’s for being around Rosalie?

As I had Alice explain in the chapter wicked games….Usually the eye color doesn’t revert until they have been intimate. Take for example Peter. His turned blue that night he slept with Charlotte.

For Edward’s eyes to be green from just being around Isabella is UNHEARD of. That’s because their love is far more intense than most anyone we know and he didn’t have to have that intimate contact with her, if you remember his eyes were green the first night only he kept taking his glasses on and off so no one caught it except for Alice. His protective nature is what brought his out to start.

WARNING THIS CHAPTER YOU WILL SEE THE DARKER SIDE OF EDWARD...DON'T BITCH ME OUT FOR IT...HE HAS BEEN THIS WAY ALL ALONG. HE JUST DOESN'T HAVE TO SHOW IT TOWARDS BELLA VERY OFTEN...KEEP IN MIND HE IS A VAMPIRE!

Shhhhh…..

Chapter 29

Educating Isabella

“You look beautiful on top of me like this.” He smirks holding up his hands. I mimic his action by copying him and press my warm hands to his cold ones.

“Come on Isabella. You know you want to ride me like a little bitch in heat.” He gives me a half-crooked smile and then he winks and I blush fiercely.

“Do you realize how much you torture my throat when you do that?”

“I am sorry.” I drop my eyes feeling genuinely bad about that.

“It isn’t your fault Isabella. I was just making an observation out loud.”

“Lift up on your knees and guide me into you. Then lower yourself back down slowly.”

“Oh Jesus!” I groan out as he laces his fingers with mine.

“What’s wrong Isabella?”

I can feel the heat coming off my face and I want to tell him.

“I already know Angel.” He smirks.

“What do you know?” I bite my lip and wait for him to embarrass me further.

“That you liked riding me in the tub and you want to do it again.”

“Please Master.” I do. God I so fucking do! I loved watching him come from me fucking him.

He groans out and closes his eyes. His voice is breathy soft.  “Ride me.”

I remain on my knees on the bed, lift up a little, and remove my hand from his to grip his hard cold cock and slip it between my already wet lips.

“Jesus…so warm.” He blows out a breath, his eyes are still closed. He still has his hand up in the air waiting for me to return it back into his. I lace my fingers through it and slide down over him slow.

His Adams apple moves along his throat as he swallows and his lips are parted slightly. I watch in sheer fascination as he lifts his upper lip, his eyeteeth retract right in front of me, and his fangs slide out to replace them.

“Wow.” I mutter watching and he smiles softly, his eyes still closed, his hand squeezing mine gently.

“You like that?” his lip lifts higher on one side in that crooked smirk of his and he knows.

“Yes.” I breathe out.

“I can tell.” He repeats the movement retracting his fangs and his eyeteeth replace them.

“Fuck you get wetter when you see that don’t you?” His eyes open slowly and they are bright green. He is fucking stunning like this.

“Not as stunning as you.” He murmurs and his eyes drop down to where we come together.

“Lovely.” He pulls my hand to his lips, reengages his fangs, and licks the inside of my wrist. “So fucking sweet.” His eyes watch me lift my hips up and off him and I lower myself harder down. He grunts and I cry out.

“So good!” I close my eyes and just go with whatever I feel. I let everything go and begin to rock my hips on him rubbing my clit on his pubic bone. I know this movement will have me coming before he does and I do not want to stop.

“Don’t…stop.” He interrupts my thoughts.

“I wanna fucking come!” I cry out and grip his hands tighter using them for leverage and I am humping on his cock rocking in a rhythm that is bringing me to the edge. 

“That’s it baby. Your Master doesn’t always have to be in control.” He throws his head back and yells when I slam down on him hard and a deep growl rumbles through his chest.

“Fuck!! You are going to come Isabella. I can feel it! You are right there.” He lets go of my hand, his fingers reach down, he wiggles his finger against my clit, and I shatter over him.

“Mmmm……..” My back arches and I grind on him as my body breaks out sweating because it is fucking hotter than hell in here and damn his cool body feels so good against me. I whither over his hardness and feel my insides quiver in my own release. I throw my body forward and crash my lips into his kissing him like I am never going to be able to again and his arms come around and hug me to his cold body. His hips thrust up in a blurred out pace and he is now fucking me underneath me to get his own release. His eyes are shut tight he is biting his bottom lip and his fangs hang down over it. I cannot resist as he begins to fill me with his cool come and I whimper at the contrast of temperature that is now filling me cooling down my heated pussy. Venom leaks from his fang and I lick it. His grip on me tightens and I can feel the purr building in his chest and it vibrates against my breasts.

His pace slows and I nearly collapse on top of him. I know I will end up falling asleep with him buried inside of me again but it is like he is a dose of nighttime cold medicine. He literally knocks me out!

I have woken up with him inside of me. I cannot believe he can literally fuck me in my sleep and I don’t wake up from it but the remains of the act are clearly obvious as they drip down my inner thighs. The first time I thought I was dreaming. Then when he told me he did this, I was stunned. Now I find it as erotic as hell, and I have no idea why. I think Edward likes to fuck me in my sleep. He does not sleep ever so it is probably hard to accept that I need it.

We have spent the last two days in New York and have had sex so much that I should be a piece of raw hamburger between my legs but oddly enough, I feel fine. I admit the bruises on my tailbone hurt later that night after he took me so abruptly on the dining room table. It was not until later when he tried to fuck me again that I winced fully aware of the injury now. He stopped, apologized, and allowed me to just rest. However, when I woke up this morning he had me straddled over him. I laughed wondering how he could maneuver me so freely. I was never a light sleeper before and I told him that. He laughed and said, “I wear you out completely.”

I have to agree. He does do that, but last night after we laid in front of the fire naked and listened to the rain outside, Edward opened up to me about things I had no idea that were going on around me. He was opening himself up to the odd quirks that Vampires have and the way they view life, the world, and fate.

The eye color change thing fascinated me when he explained that phenomenon further. I remember his eyes were green the first night I met him. I have a hard time believing that my presence turns them but then I remembered a time when his eyes were once golden. Nevertheless, that was only the one time and I have never seen them any other color but a darker green.

“I have to talk to my father about that. You see it is not typical to stay this way. They revert to whatever color they turn based on our choice of diet. My eyes have been nonstop green since the night I found you with Caius. I don’t know why that is.” He explained and I wondered myself.

“You are mine Isabella. Fate dictates it, my eye color is a sign that confirms it, and my heart feels it because I lost my soul back in 1918, yet it somehow found its way back to me through you. I am now complete. You are in fact mated to a vampire forever. You cannot change what is.” He whispered over the top of my head as I lay back against his chest between his legs. His cold finger traced the outline of my nipple as he toyed with it making it rise and allowing it to relax only to bring it out again with his cold touch. I wanted to laugh at his newfound discovery. I just laid here listening to him and his velvet smooth voice in my ear.

 

“What does that mean for me being mated to a vampire?” I had no idea that his answer would be. What I got shocked the hell out of me.

“It means that eventually I will claim you completely. I will lay you down one day, most likely slide into you and join us while arousing you to a state of lust higher than you could imagine and then when you are ready to give in and come on me, I will sink my fangs into either your neck or your breast, feed from you while I come, then I plan to fill you with my venom to turn you. It means exactly what you think it means Isabella. Yes love, I am going to kill you to keep you, and when I steal your soul, we will be forever bound. You already carry mine in you so it is only right I take yours.”

I sit up and turn around to stare at him. He looks at me without any feeling whatsoever. Like it is an acceptable act and that the plans for this are already set in stone.

“What?” He looks at me curiously cocking his head.

“I don’t get any say in this plan of yours?” I gape at him shocked.

“No Isabella and it don’t matter even if you have something else in mind.”

I stood up and glared at him. Now I was pissed. How dare him! 

He narrowed his eyes at me and I was torn between the submissive sides that wanted only to please him but the human side of Bella was far too outspoken to keep her mouth shut.

“I don’t think that is fair! What if I don’t want to die!? I was looking for a Master not a fucking Vampire!” I snapped not thinking about what I was saying before blurting it out. My temper was getting the best of me quickly.

His eyes widened, his nostrils flared and I didn’t fucking care!

“Isabella! You will watch that tone you are taking with me right now or so help me I will throw you over my God damn knee and whip your ass till you scream your safe word!”

“Edward this is not about submission! This is my life and your plans to steal it!” I crossed my arms over my chest and stomped my foot. I knew it was childish but I had a bad habit of it. I had warned him about it before.

 He was on me so fast all I saw was the blur. Fear coursed through me for the second time I had been around him. It emanated off me and I was sure that is what had him frothing at the mouth. He had me pinned on the couch under him, his eyes were burning into mine, his hands gripping my wrists above my head, and he put all his weight on my lower naked half. It didn’t go unnoticed that he was fucking hard as a rock over me. He breathed out heavily through gritted teeth. His voice was deep and he was fighting to keep control his anger as I watched him struggle before he gave in and began to speak.

“You. Are. Mine. If you think you can fight me off I dare you to fucking try it!” His hand let go of my wrist, came down, and gripped my chin pinching my cheeks holding me there to force me to keep my eyes on his face when I tried to look away from him.

He had my attention now. 

“Vampires do not negotiate the terms of their relationship with their mate. Your sassy little mouth will only lead you strapped down in my playroom with a blistered ass if you think for a moment that I am going to let my mate walk away from me! Don’t you dare fucking test this Isabella.You will not win.You will submit to this not only because it is fate, but because deep down inside of you…you want me too! You are just being stubborn and are used to being able to control your world around you. Well those days are over. The rest of the world has spoiled you long enough. It is my turn to spoil you and you will be mine in every fucking way!” He let go of my chin, backed off me, and stormed out of the room.

I inhaled a breath of air that I had not realized I had been holding. I reached up and rubbed the bottom of my chin where he gripped me and tears fell at what had just happened.

I knew he was right. There was no way I was going to be able to walk away from him. I had yet to admit it to myself but I already knew. I had to admit it to him, but I knew I was already falling for him. I cursed myself for it too. I hated the fact that he had this invisible hold on me. I am too young to fall in love. My mother always said I needed to experience life before I settled and I believed that also, but Edward had changed that and I hated to admit that. I wanted to stay the independent person I had become. No one told me what to do since I was sixteen and when I sought out a Master, it was for this very reason. To give up that control. Now I realized I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. Maybe I wasn't a submissive. I don’t know what I want.

Fuck!!!

You know what you want. You just want to be loved and adored, the way Jacob adored Leah, the way Phil adored Rene. You just want to feel that kind of love and to be cherished.

Yeah well, the one that had given you that…you just let him down and he left you alone here so now what genius?

I found myself up and off the couch running up the spiral stairs after him. He was standing in his office staring out the window overlooking the city. His fists were clenched tightly, his breathing heavy.

He didn’t turn until I took a few steps toward him. The he suddenly turned abruptly. I could see the anger boiling in his dark green eyes and his brow was furrowed deeply. He was so angry and his fangs shot out and he bit down on his bottom lip.

I launched myself for him and he caught me in mid air wrapping his arms around me as I cried into his neck and inhaled his scent. I was lost to him. A stupid lovestruck teenage girl. 

“I am sorry! You are right! God I am so sorry!” I sobbed. His grip on me tightened, his lips moved over my bare shoulder. He growled and I felt his teeth press into my shoulder, 

“I should take you now!” he roared pressing his teeth a little harder into my shoulder. I nearly willed him to just do it already.

 He grabbed my wrist brought it to his nose and inhaled to most likely stop his actions before he regretted them.

“You need to calm him. I barely have control over him right now Isabella!” He hissed his body was shaking violently his grip was almost becoming too tight.

“Edward…I don’t know how.”

He looked over at the desk and with one arm swiped everything off it sending it all to the floor. Even though it hurt to lay me on the hard surface, he didn’t get on top of me, he moved down between my thighs and he began to lick and suck at me groaning and trying to calm down while licking on my pussy.

I cried out as his tongue found a rhythm that worked my clit into a heightened state. I was about to come undone as his mouth worked over my sex drinking me in.

“You will never deny what is mine.” He hissed and I felt a pinching just to the left above my clit. I gasped and looked down to see his right fang pierce my flesh, then a steady trail of blood rolled down my flesh, as it ran right to the top of my clit and Edward’s body relaxed and he closed his eyes and his mouth pressed into my flesh and he began to lick my own blood out of the area where it pooled for him. 

His purring was instantaneous. He licked and lapped making me come over and over in the course of what I would swear was hours but it was only an hours time as the trail had dried and his tongue came up to lick the wound.

He moved up quickly and his lips crashed into mine. I could taste my sex and the coppery taste of my own blood on his lips and I knew he was right. I did belong to him. I was not about to say no to him. Not now not ever. I may be stupid enough to smart off to him but he is right…I would follow him fucking anywhere. I was his and he was mine and fuck if that didn’t piss me off but it was what it was! Fucking fate!

He tried to fuck me after that in his office but my tailbone hurt with the desk under my ass. Once he realized I hurt when I winced, he carried me to his room and I fell asleep with him behind me, only to awaken on top of him this morning. As we lay here now after coming again for God knows how many times now, I just have to find the courage to tell him I think I have fallen in love with him. No not think...I know I have.

Just then, his breathe hitched and his eyes shot open and burned into mine before the hint of a gleam began to shine in his eyes.

His lips curved up slowly at first and I think he just heard that.

“I want to hear you say it.” His voice was so soft spoken.

I suck in my bottom lip and drop my eyes to his lips.

“Please Bella look at me when you do.” 

My eyes scan up to his and I know he is the one that my life has been missing. He is the one that I will live and breathe for. He is my Master but he is also the guy I am falling head over in heels in love with and no matter how many times my mother told me that I needed to wait to fall in love, it was the most ridiculous thing in the world to suggest because love doesn’t wait for you to decide when it is right…it finds you whether you want it to or not.

“I love you.” I whisper with his thumb gently grazing over my lips, it moves to capture my tear that falls down my cheek. He brings his thumb to his lips and he licks it off the tip of his thumb.

“I know Angel. Now let me show you how much I love you.” His lips crash into mine. 

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