Chapter 28 That night Part two

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Chapter 28

That night

Part two 

Carlisle realizes how much he has missed Edward’s presence lately. He has grown far more distant, and now that Esme has been staying over at Emmett’s his loneliness is starting to remind him of a time he didn’t like to remember.

He walks through the front doors of the hospital while replaying the memory of all the shit that went down two days ago. His life had become a mess and it continued to spiral out of control. How he came to blame what happened recently on that night no one knows. However, Carlisle Cullen knows that anything he does anymore always brings him back to reflect on that night even when he got caught by Esme over a hundred years later. He still beats himself up internally over the events that occurred the night Edward became his son and he feels ashamed for doing the things he has done to Esme who didn’t deserve any of it. She was just another one of his many victims.

“Well, well. What do you think you are doing?”
The blonde little female grins wickedly as she wiggles her hips over Carlisle’s cock and continues to lower her body down over his hardness. She looks over her shoulder at the caramel haired woman who is slowly closing Carlisle’s door to his office. It doesn’t go unnoticed as she locks it. The blonde-haired woman licks her lips knowing she forgot to mention to Carlisle that his wife was stopping by to see him. 

Carlisle’s eyes widen as he realizes that the little blonde nurse that is riding him is the one person that would bring out a side of Esme that had him seriously worried.
“Really Carlisle? Her?”
“Esme…please….” He lifts the little nurse off his lap and tucks his dick back in quickly.
“Oh shut the fuck up! I mean if you are going to fuck someone else then at least have the decency to fuck someone worthy of being fucked. You sure as hell won’t find me fucking the pool boy but just so you know…I am going to make it my mission to allow that sexy as all fucking hell stockbroker of yours bend me over his desk in hopes he can ring my bell that he has boasted about doing more than once at the stock exchange!”
“Esme!” Carlisle’s temper flares. He knows that fucker has flirted with Esme on more than one occasion and he sure as fuck didn't like it!
The little blonde nurse plants her ass down in a chair in the corner spreads her legs and starts to masturbate watching these two go at it.
Esme’s eyes widen in shock.
“My God Carlisle she is all hairy down there too that’s just nasty… ewww!!!”
Esme walks up to him and slaps him across the face.
"I am going to go stay with my son!" She storms back out of the office leaving Carlisle with Jungle Jane and her Amazon forest that grows wildly out of control between her legs sitting in the chair smiling up at him deviously.

Carlisle sighs and begins to head towards his office to find himself alone again and maybe sulk for a while.

S*h*h*h*h*h…..

That night

Carlisle’s POV

I can smell the scent of a vampire in the elevator. I can also smell them in the long corridor of the west wing of the hospital as I walk towards my office. The scent brought me out of my self-loathing. When I step up to my office door I know instantly something is wrong. The door handle is slightly askew and obviously broken. Someone has been here. A vampire of that I had no doubt, and the scent was oddly familiar but not recognizable. I didn’t understand that. Vampires don’t forget scents so why was it familiar, yet it wasn’t really?

I push the door open and walk in taking notice of her right away. Her back was to me as she stands there looking out my office window that overlooks the city of Chicago and the moment that sweet melodic voice hit my ears it nearly knocked me off my fucking feet.

“I wondered when or if you would come back.”

I stop breathing shaken and stunned into oblivion. “What?” I stood there staring at that familiar bronze color of hair that I have not only seen everyday but I knew this hair from my memories. The ones I never let Edward see. The ones I kept hidden in my mind from him.

“Oh, Dr. Cullen it would sincerely break my heart if you truly don’t remember me. Please don’t tell me that.” She turns around and I gasp dropping my handful of paperwork. If my heart were beating, I would know that I would be having a full-blown heart attack right now.

She gave me a soft smile but I could see that it did not reach her eyes. She looks frightened and hopeful at the same time.

“You do remember don’t you?” Her brow furrows and she looks worried.

“Elizabeth?” my voice wasn’t even familiar. It cracked at the utterance of that name.

Her smile grew wider and my vampire hands were shaking. It was her! Oh God!

“Carlisle.” Her eyes look as if she was about to cry as they glisten. “I found you!” She ran for me and launches herself into my arms. I wrap my arms around her pushing my nose into her hair. It is her! Oh God! Our embrace was fierce and I would never want to let this go!

“Elizabeth…but you…you died!” I shook in her arms nearly sobbing in her beautiful bronzed locks.

“No, I didn’t.” I could hear her voice cracking too.

“But how? I checked your pulse and you were not responding to my venom at all. I thought my venom was not strong enough to change you. How did this happen? You were in the morgue when I finally left you! God it took me hours to leave you! I didn’t want to but…I had to go and take care of Edward…I am so sorry!”

She stiffens in my arms at the mention of Edward’s name. I want to kick myself for that. Her voice broke the eerie silence between us and she slowly relaxes as she begins to speak. “I woke up underground, buried among the dead. I was so scared. You had no idea how frightening it is to wake up like that!”

“Oh Jesus! I am so fucking sorry!” I sobbed into her neck. “You’re alive! I can’t believe it!”

“Yes. You saved me and it only took me a hundred years to find you.” I could hear the relief in her words. I pull back to look at her.

“I need to look at you. My God you’re still the most beautiful thing I have ever seen!”

My God, she looks so much like Edward.

I blanch.

Edward.

Oh God.

“What is it?” Her smile falters.

“I just can’t believe you are standing here.”

“Neither can I.” Her hand comes up to touch my cheek and she smiles softly.

“You still look like the Angel Edward spoke of. I know he was delirious but so was I.”

My body stiffens.

“He called you an Angel and I was so grateful that he believed you were one before he passed.”

I just stare at her not knowing what to say. Panic starts to build up in me and my mind went to Edward and his rage at the thought of what I had done to his mother would surely have him out to rip me apart and burn me alive. If he found out that I fell in love with her he would surely kill me.  

I am a selfish fucking bastard and now I am torn. How do I tell Edward that I left her in a Goddamn morgue because I misdiagnosed her transformation and left her all alone as she was turning while I ran with him instead? He would never forgive me for any of it or all of it.

Jesus the misdeeds I have done for every part of what went down that night! For the disrespect, I had done allowing Edward Masen Senior to succumb to the influenza while I was falling head over heels in love with his beautiful wife. She was already spoken for! I should have been ashamed but how can you be ashamed when you find your mate is already married?

The things Edward would think of me for failing to care for his mother as a doctor should and not some love struck fool who was too fucking proud to think he could fail at anything. I blamed her death on the disease and thought I waited until it was too late! I left her! Oh Jesus what have I done?

Fuck!

I still can’t believe she is alive and she is here in my arms. I pull her into me to hug her again and kiss the top of that that familiar bronze colored hair I have stared at for a lifetime.

“I can’t believe it.” I mutter.

“Neither can I.” she sighs into my chest.

Our embrace is rudely interrupted when Jane knocks on the door and clears her throat.

“Ahem. Dr. Cullen you are wanted in the Chief of surgeries office.” I pull away from Elizabeth and turn to see Jane with that slight glint of anger in her eyes. Her eyes dart to Elizabeth and she looks her up and down and then looks back at me again. She glares outright and turns on her heel to abruptly stomp off.

“I am sorry I am interrupting your work.” Her sweet voice brought me back from my thoughts.

“Oh. Um…yes well…” I falter my words.

“Listen…I know this is sort of a shock and all but I need to speak to you. Could we meet later on maybe?”

My chest seized.

“I…uh…wait where are you going?” I could see her eyes widen by my obvious overreaction. I was about to panic. If she thinks I can let her just turn around and leave me, she is fucking insane. I walk over pick up the phone and dial the chief of surgeries secretary.

“Hello this is Dr. Cullen could you please inform Dr. Gerandy that I have a family emergency and I need to take off. Yes. Thank you.”

Her brows shot up and a small hint of a smile plays on her lips. Her eyes scan down my body and I can see that she is literally checking me out.

Holy shit!

This is when I respond in the same manner. My eyes scan down her body. Fucking Christ, the legs on this woman were long. She is taller than I remember but still stunning, nonetheless.

Like Edward.

Fuck!

Edward…I need to stop thinking about him right now.

“Would you like to come over to my place? I would really like to talk to you Carlisle.” she asks and I can see the hope in her eyes. She has no idea how wonderful that sounds to me.

“I would love to.” I would follow her anywhere.

When we turn down the main street towards the industrial area of Chicago, I look at her puzzled. “You live here?” I ask, as I drive down the street she has directed me to go.

“Yes. It is not your typical home but since most of the buildings here are abandoned, I got a great deal on it! You will see what I have done to what I had to work with. It’s amazing.”

As I drive pulling up to where she has me stop, I chuckle. The building was a sight. It looks like it belongs here, that was for sure.

I look over at her and my hand instantly reaches up caress the back of it against her cheek. I am shocked when she leans into it and closes her eyes as if she is enjoying my touch of her pale warm skin.

Fuck she is warm! How is that possible?

“You are real.” I whisper. Her eyes finally open and gaze back into mine.

“Come let’s go inside.” She smiles this drop dead gorgeous dazzling smile that I have seen a thousand fucking times.

This time this smile took my motherfucking breath away! I now understood how all those females could not help but respond to Edward’s smile. It wasn’t his smile at all! He got it from her. I felt the lump in my throat. I am so fucking scared I don’t know what to do now. She opens the door and I have no choice so I climb out and she walks around my car and reaches out for my hand and waits for me to take it.

I look down at it simply stunned and I am so fucking scared, but I can’t help the way I feel. I reach out and let mine slip into hers and again it is warm. I swear I am dreaming but I have not slept in over three hundred years so it couldn’t be a dream. This is real. Elizabeth Masen is a vampire and she is here. I want to fucking cry but I am just stunned into silence as I follow behind her letting her pull me along.

We enter through a door and walk to an elevator shaft that was one of those old grate style elevators. The warehouse was several stories tall and I notice that it is darkening out side. I was scheduled for the late shift at the hospital tonight when I arrived so the sun has already set. We climb in and she slams the grate down hard and pushes some buttons and the sound of it is unnerving. It sounds as if it is ready to snap any moment, yet she is so relaxed.

The elevator stops and she kneels down grabbing the handle and flings the door up but I couldn’t help but notice that her the skirt of her dress hitches up higher on her thigh.

She makes a beautiful stunning vampire but her beauty as a human was stunning as well so it is no surprise.

We step out into a foyer that opens up into a wide-open space with a skylight above and old open beamed ceilings. The far wall is a newer plastered white and the surrounding walls are old brick from the previous construction. It is beautifully decorated and the lights of the city can be seen through the old warehouse style windows. I hadn’t realized they weren’t broken. They were new. There was a raised lightwood floor on both sides. On the right was a kitchen of sorts and the left was her bedroom open to the rest of the loft. The bed was the noticeable thing in her and it was huge and had a white canopy of what I could smell was a cotton fabric draped around it. I was sure I would be blushing for the thoughts that went through my head of her lying back on that bed.

I am such an ass.

 

I feel her hand drop mine and she asks, “Would you like to sit down?”

I smile at her and nod and we make our way over to a sitting area where I sit in the center on a rather comfortable couch. I watch her as she moves to step up on the raised floor towards the bedroom area. 

She kicks off her cream-colored high heels and my eyes scan up her legs and I watch her pull a comb out of the top of her hair letting the rest of it fall down her back. She tosses the comb on a stand and turns to head back towards me. The mid thigh peach dress only enhanced her beauty and I followed her every move as she came back over to tuck her leg under her as she sat down on the couch next to me her back resting against the arm. She reaches out and takes my hand.

“How have you been?” Her voice stuns me and I do not know what to say when I just blurt out my next words finally.

“Broken hearted.” Her smile falters and she looks genuinely sad for me.

“I guess I can understand that. You didn’t know where I was or that I had been turned and I knew you were out there somewhere. I never gave up. So many times the trail of you went cold. I hired people and no one could locate you. Then I realized after a decade the name changes are necessary along with the frequent moving around. I understood that I may never be able to find you but I hoped that at least once you would use the name Cullen again.”

“Elizabeth.” I turn to her. “I cannot say I am sorry enough for giving up on you that night.”

“Please Carlisle…I know. I understand really. I just…I know you are married and I have no right to come into your life and upset your world. I just could not get you out of my mind. That night plays in my memories every day. The guilt I suffer still this day knowing I betrayed my husband Edward by finding you so insanely attractive left me so confused but I could not stop it if I tried. You are the only thing I have thought about outside of missing my beloved son Edward. I miss him.”

She looks down at our hands and she pulls it up to her cheek and rubs the back of my hand against it.

I murmur aloud. “You’re so warm.”

“I know what a bizarre thing.” She smiles a half-crooked smile and I suck in a breath of air.

Jesus.

I pinch the bridge of my nose and sigh heavily.

What to do?

She moves next to me, I can feel her right there and I turn to look at her. Her eyes burn red and I realize she feeds on humans.

“Why are your eyes golden with a hint of red in them?”

I cock my brow up and look at her curious. How could she not know many of our kind have converted to feed on the blood of animals?

“I don’t drink human blood. Well I mean I feed from the blood of animals but I have delved into the use of a Swan recently.”

“You drink from animals?”

“Yes. It’s more humane, it keeps us a little more sociable. Many of our kind do.” Her head cocks to the side and I look at her curiously.

“How many of our kind are around here?” she asks.

“Several have you not run into any?” I ask incredulously. She can’t be serious.

“I lived a sheltered life when I wasn’t looking for you. I had no reason to until I found you.”

Her eyes gaze into mine and I look down at her lips. They look delicious and I want to kiss them so badly.

I have dreamed of what they would taste like and now here she is and I get a second chance and I see that look in her eyes and I just know I am not about to waste this moment for nothing.

Our faces move closer and she stops and closes her eyes and whispers, “I shouldn’t.”

I bring my hands up to her cheeks and cradle her beautiful face and I look her right in the eyes now.

“Yes you should! I have done nothing but dream about this moment since the day I first saw you...please Elizabeth. I never in a million years thought I would have the chance.” I beg like the loser I am.

“You have?” she asks the hope dripping out of her words.

“Oh God have I!” I move in and press my lips to hers and I have died and surely gone to heaven.

S*h*h*h*h*h…..

Edward’s POV

She is so attune to me, because she is meant to belong to me. I lay here now inside of her with the heater in the house blasting on. The fire burning in the fireplace and hope to God it keeps her warm enough to allow me to stay next to her for the rest of her nap.

After I had given her the ring and she sat there on my lap earlier this evening drinking a glass of wine, my hand slipped under her dress and I realized she had somehow removed  her panties. Everything I planned for this night prior was out the window after that. We wouldn’t make it to my playroom. She wouldn’t be dressing up in anything.

I lay here buried in her and remember how I picked her up and carried her over to the dining room table and laid her back on it pulling out a chair and sitting down right between her fucking legs to dine on her pussy.

I gripped her thighs positioned her right at the end of the damn table and began to lick, suck, nibble, graze, flick and pinch the hell out of her clit driving her to scream out my name repeatedly while I worked my fingers inside of her demanding she call out for me. Her back arched up off the table and I tore the rest of her clothes off along with my own. I lifted her gently and pushed us further up the table because I could not wait to fuck her again. She was under my skin constantly keeping me in a state of fucking hardness and I had suffered through being aroused by her all damn day. I wanted to bury myself in her.

I wasn’t gentle.

I wasn’t loving.

“Wrap your legs around me and hold onto my arms.” I commanded. She bit down on her bottom lip and I lowered my head and gave warning into her ear. “Brace yourself Isabella.”

Just as I wrapped my lips around her hard nipple pulling it into my lips working it to grow impossible harder I took her whole breast into my mouth and sucked hard while simultaneously slamming my cock deep inside of her burying myself in her. She yelped. I couldn’t help it. She did this to me. It was her fault I was insatiable. She was driving me insane with need for her.

“Sorry.” I murmur with her nipple in my mouth as I slid back out and shoved myself all the way in her tight wet heat again driving her up the table a few inches.

“Oh….hmmm.” she moaned.

“Fuck Isabella…hold the fuck on!” I moved my mouth over her flesh heading right for her jugular. I locked my lips on her throat and sucked her skin bringing a small pool of blood to rise just under the surface of it so I could inhale that scent in its purest form. I began a rhythm as I drilled into her hot wet pussy while driving her ass against the dining room table. I kept each thrust into her steady but fucking hell I was holding back. God damn, I wanted to fuck her as hard as I possibly could. I would have her climbing the fucking walls if I could just let myself go and fuck her the way I know I can. It wasn’t deep enough or hard enough for my liking. I let my hands slide down grabbed her ankles threw them over my shoulders and pushed her body forward with each thrust.

Her brow began to sweat her moans underneath me growing more intense. She was getting off on this when I was fucking her harder than the first time.

“That’s it!” I drilled into her grunting and she whimpered under me. I reminded her of her safe words.

“If it is too much safe word…but fuck Isabella I can’t get enough of you!” I screamed out so close to the edge.

My fangs burst out and I slammed into her and fucked her harder than I had dared to before. Her nails were digging into my biceps and she had no idea she was doing it, even if it did not hurt.

“You fucking like it hard don’t you!” I moved my mouth to hover over hers.

“Pout. I wanna suck oh that lip the way you do, while I fuck the shit out of you!”  Venom pooled in my mouth and I got this twisted idea that I wanted to taste my venom off her lips.

“Oh, fuckkkkk.” Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she braced her hips allowing me to drive my cock into her as hard as I would dare without hurting her.

“Yes! Please….oh please let me….”

“Shhhh….” I slid my hand over her mouth and told her “I don’t want to hear anything out of that mouth now fucking pout.”

She jutted her bottom lip out and I couldn’t help it. I opened my mouth and let the venom drip from my fangs down onto her lip. “Don’t you dare lick that off Isabella! That is mine!” I sucked and grazed my fangs over it. I wanted to bite her so fucking bad and I surely would any moment so I had to distract myself. I focus on her heartbeat, her panting and knowing how fucking warm her pussy is wrapped around me and I didn’t want that to end. I understood why Peter didn’t want to lose the heat of Charlotte. It makes perfect sense now. I have fucked vampires and fucking Bella was nothing like that. This shit was fucking nirvana.

I let her lip pop out of my mouth and looked down at her.

“Fuck that lip is so sexy all swollen now isn’t it baby...the ones between your legs are too Isabella. Swollen around my cock, beg Isabella. Beg for me to allow you to come.” I ran my nose along her cheek and flicked my tongue over the shell of her ear. “Fucking beg for it like I know you want it!”

“Fuck please let me come, God…I can’t wait…I am so close.”

“Not until I give you permission and don’t you dare come until I say.” I slow down my pace and back out of her but not all the way.

“Noooooo…”

“Oh is that not what you wanted?” I nipped at her skin licking and tasting her as I moved over her.

“Please…let me…”

“Let you what Isabella? What baby? You wanna come don’t you?” I tease.

“I will let you come on one condition.” I offer.

“Anything.” She breathes out a heavy breath.

“Tsk tsk…don’t ever agree to just anything Isabella. That is insane you do realize that don’t you? Especially with a fucking Dominant vampire controlling you sweet one. I could ask you to do some pretty twisted fucking shit and if you ever make a promise to me my love you will damn well be expected to keep it or suffer the consequences.” I bite onto her lip and glare into her wide surprised eyes.

“What then?” She wiggles her hips and I still my body completely. She is testing me and she is about to learn a very valuable lesson.

I narrow my eyes at her and warn her. “You are not the one fucking me. I am fucking you. Don’t do that again is that clear?” I demand. “That shit right there is not about to become one of your bad habits. If I slow or stop Isabella, it is for a fucking reason. Now…because you felt the need to take control you don’t get any conditions. I am going to pull out of you and you are going to flip over lay flat on your stomach legs barely apart.” I demand and I pull back hating losing that moment of heat wrapped around me.

She follows my orders and she damn well should have.

“Good girl. Bring you hands back and spread those cheeks.” I demand. Her breath hitches.

“Yes Isabella…you should be scared. But know this…in due time that sweet tight little ass will be taking all of me one day soon.” She lets out a deep breath and I slide my cock into her pussy while she spread for me.

“Fuck that’s so fucking tight!” I grip her wrists and pull them up over hear head and pin her to the table.

“Take it!” I growl and slam into her over and over. Her body tenses her pussy floods with wetness and she cries out “Please I can’t hold it for long…not like this!”

I nudge her hair over her shoulder lick her skin along her neck and whisper into her artery speaking at vampire speed after I demand she come because I have pushed her to her limit. “You have my permission to let that hot little pussy come all over my hard cold cock baby.”

Isabella explodes around me and I scream out releasing everything I have to give into her.

“That’s it Isabella! Fuck you are so fucking perfect for me!” I scream out throwing my head back knowing nothing in the world can top the feelings I have because I found her.

Nothing could feel better than this!

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