Saturday, June 18, 2011

Chapter 32 Resurrection

Shhhhh……

Chapter 32

Resurrection

Edward’s POV

“Are you sure that it is fine with me staying with you Isabella?” She squeezes my hand in assurance.

“Yes! I don’t want to say goodbye yet.”

“I don’t either.”

I was relieved to hear this. She had no idea how worried I was and I was not about to worry her over this if I did not have to. Thinking of being away from her is not something I am ready for. Hell,…I wonder if I ever would be the way I feel now. It was strange to feel this way.

“I have already decided to put the penthouse on the market anyway. I have an agent that I will be meeting with to seek out a new place to live. I may even consider buying a home in Lincoln Park.” I wink at her and she flushes a beautiful crimson color.My throat burns and I groan.

Isabella yawns and I know she is tired. I hate having to drag her around like this but Carlisle said it was important.  I was not about to leave her alone at home after I got the call from him asking to meet with him.

Peter had just dropped us off at Isabella’s after we were done over at Rosalie’s house when Carlisle had called. I had no choice but to ask that we take her car since Cherry was at the ranch. And my other car form of transportation is parked in downtown Chicago at the Penthouse.
As soon as she opened the garage, I got a fucking hard on when my mind instantly went to sexual thoughts of her laying on that hood with her skirt hitched up and me pushing into her.

When she tosses me the keys, I smile at her and naturally, she would not be Bella without a snarky ass comment to go with them.

“Hope you can handle a little more power than you are used to. She is faster than that grandma mobile you drive around in.”

“Oh Isabella…you are going to pay for that little one. You can bet your sweet little ass you are.” I shook my head but could not help but chuckle.

I open her door lean in and speak softly, “Here let me get this for you. I need to make sure my naughty little girl is secured for her protection.” I lean in, kiss the hell out of her, and pull back leaving her breathless. I chuckle walking around to climb in.

“Hello….Halle….baby are you ready to see what it feels like to be driven by a speed demon?”

Isabella lets out a giggle.

“Hey now what the hell is so funny?” I look at her incredulously.

“You talk to them too?”

“Hell yeah, you have to treat them with respect Isabella especially if you depend on her being reliable. She will respond in kind, watch this.”

I turn the key keeping it in neutral to rev the engine and I coo at her, “Purr for me baby. That’s it. You know you like it when a man is gunning your engine.”

Bella threw her head back laughing.

I narrow my eyes at her and reply feeling rather impish, “You better hold on tight spider monkey!” I smirk.

I hit the gate button and time it perfect peeling out of her driveway and hit sixty by the end of her street. Blew through the stop sign and Bella’s grip on the seat was knuckle white tight.

“That’s it. Feels good to be driven hard huh baby?” I pat her dashboard.



I didn’t hear a word out of Bella for a while and I glance over to see her eyes shut.

“Relax Angel. I got skills.” I peel her fingers off the edge of the seat, pull her hand to my lips and kiss the back of it.

“Do you always drive like this?”

“What is wrong with the way I drive?”

“Uhhh, well…I think we broke the sound barrier back there when we passed that lady pushing the stroller.”

I laugh.

We pull up in Halle through the gates once I key in the pass code,  the house is naturally all lit up. Everything appears normal as if both my parents are home doing the same things that they always do as if it was any other night. Usually it consisted of Carlisle reading while Esme worked on her design business. Only I knew that things were not as they seemed. Esme is not here and I knew that my father was alone.

“Wow. It’s a beautiful home.” Bella’s voice interrupts my thought and I smile at her, climbing out making my way around to get her door before she could even blink.

I caught the scent immediately. I could smell the scent of an unfamiliar vampire before I opened Bella’s door. Carlisle has a visitor. I am surprised and now I am a little on edge. Bella’s safety was my biggest concern but I was sure that Carlisle wouldn’t jeopardize her, as he knew I was bringing her.

I walk up to the door pulling Isabella by the hand behind me. Carlisle and Esme never lock the door, we always just walk in, and I didn’t feel like anything was different now. I open it to lead Isabella inside, and as soon as I closed the door, I froze. My eyes bounce from the woman that stood there next to Carlisle as he had his arm wrapped around her waist. My eyes dart from hers to Carlisle’s and back to her. I am confused and when her thoughts flooded my brain, I felt like I had been broadsided by a rogue wave of confusion.

God, I remember that little furrow of his. It is my son! But…but how? Why?

I notice instantly that this woman can be my mother’s identical twin. A sense of unease hits me and I don’t understand what the hell is happening. Carlisle looks like a wreck.  

“Edward?” she whispers my name and I swear that it sounded just like her, but it cannot be, it is impossible. My mother died years ago.

I grab onto Isabella. “Edward it’s okay. What is it? What is wrong?”
I stare at her stunned not knowing how to react to the woman that is with Carlisle.

“She looks just like my mother Isabella. He is seeing a woman that looks just like my mother…fuck…this is too much…I can’t handle this!”

“Edward it is okay. I am right here if you need me…you freaked out and he should expect that…just calm down, let him explain?”

“I can hear her though Jesus she thinks I am her son? Does that make sense? Why is he seeing someone that he knows looks like her? I don’t get it. Is this what was so important? Why is he doing this?”
“We can’t help who we fall for Edward. Relax. Talk to him.”

“Edward.” Carlisle interrupts me.

My anger didn’t even have the time to build and I am fucking pissed in a nano second. How the fuck dare he bring a woman home that looks like her! What does that say about him? Was he attracted to my mother? I am not fucking amused. Not in the least if he thinks this is fucking funny.

“Is this some sort of sick joke?” I yell out.

“Edward please…I have to explain a few things.” Carlisle says defensively.

It is exactly what you think Edward. She is Elizabeth…it’s your mother I swear… I know you don’t understand but let me explain son. She found me!  

Each thought rattles me further. I can feel the rage stir the monster in his cage and he is rattling the damn thing seeking permission to be let loose.

“Oww…Edward…too tight.” Isabella’s hand pulls hard away from me and I realize that I am squeezing it too hard.

Shit!

“Angel…Oh baby are you okay? I am sorry. I didn’t mean…”  I try to hold her hand and ease the pain I caused her hoping to God I have not broken it. I press my cold hand to it and caress her cheek to check and make sure she is okay.

“Edward son, I…” Carlisle voice only sends me reeling.

“Don’t you dare call me your son!” I turn on Carlisle now. My anger is beyond boiling.

“What the hell is this? Who is she? What the fuck are you doing? Why are you doing this?”

“Edward. It is exactly who you think it is. It isn’t a joke really!” Carlisle is trying to explain but her thoughts keep invading my head and confusing the hell out of me even more.

He expects me to believe this woman is my mother. Is he fucking kidding me?

He is beautiful. My God,…he is what I am. My son Edward is a vampire. He did it. He did save him after all! Why didn’t he tell me? Why the hell did he wait!

My fangs burst out of my gums and I hiss out a warning. None of what she is saying is making any sense. Is she a threat? What is she? Why is she here?

Why didn’t Carlisle tell me this? Warn me?

I hiss at both of them. Carlisle reacts to my threat but oddly, she doesn’t. It should be instinct for her to do so! What the fuck is going on?

“Please Edward.”

I won’t threaten my only son!

Son? No fucking way! It can’t be! She fucking died! Over a hundred fucking years ago!

“Edward! It is exactly who you think it is! This is your Mother! Elizabeth, tell him!”

He calls her Elizabeth but..?? My brain is piecing together what is being said between them both.

She stutters confused and I realize she is just as shaken as I am and had no idea any more than I did about what the fuck is going on!

He should have warned me!

“Yes…I uh…Oh…my God…Edward.”

I stare at her. It sounds like her. God it fucking looks like her. I don’t understand and I sure as hell need to. My mind just dives in and I blurt out a question to test her. I still won’t be totally convinced but…shit….

“Si รจ utilizzato per chiamare me un nome che cosa era?”

“Oh Edward. Rame top il mio piccolo amore? You were my little copper top. My little love. Oh, Edward you have always been my little copper top, and my little love. I missed you baby!” The ache in her words stun me. She believes this. Her mind plays a memory of that fucking hospital and she is wiping my brow with a cool cloth.

No way. No…but….no one knows what she called me. I never told anyone. Not even Carlisle. Only my mother would know this!

“Mother?” I test the word.

“Yes baby.” God it sounds just like her!

“I don’t understand.” I hadn’t realized I let go of Isabella’s hand and had stepped towards her.

“Edward I am Elizabeth baby. I am your mother…the last time I saw you, we had just lost your father in the hospital, and we were both admitted the same day. We too were struck with the flu son. Carlisle was the doctor that was caring for us both. Edward I begged and pleaded for him to help you…I knew he could do what no one else could. I knew what he was baby and I couldn’t let you die that way. You had your whole life ahead of you! You were so young! I knew he could save you so I asked him to.”
 
“But…how did you? I mean he told me you died before I nearly did.”

“Edward, I know you are not going to understand this and I don’t know what he has told you but Dr. Cullen tried to save both of us and I guess somehow my reaction to his venom was ineffective or so he thought. I didn’t wake up until days later. I was underground, buried among the dead. It was no ones fault.”

“What?!” Is she kidding me? I turned to glare at Carlisle.

“You left her?!”

“Edward please calm down. Your temper was always so quick. I see that hasn’t changed.”

I stare at her stunned. She is right about my temper, my nickname, Carlisle turning me. She knows too much…but…that would mean she is a vampire!
She is a fucking vampire!
Fuck…no way! This is all just a dream and I am asleep right?

“Edward…I believed I was too late to save her. I stayed with her for hours but she showed no signs of life, I had given up any hope because I had never turned anyone so I didn’t know what I was doing. I eventually had to leave her and go back to you, to make sure that you were taken care of. I had to hurry and at least try for her. She begged and I couldn’t deny her anything! I had to see if I could at least save you!” Carlisle stands there and I hear his thoughts of regret for never telling me how he had tried to turn her also.

I am sorry I hid this from you. I hid it all. I never thought about that after I thought I had failed. I couldn’t live with what I had failed to do! I couldn’t save my own…

His thought trailed off and he stopped before he said a word. My eyes widen in horror as the reality of his words began to sink in.

“You bit my mother first and you never told me?”
Then I noticed something very different about my father’s eyes. I gasped.

“Wait a fucking minute…why are your eyes fucking blue?” I could not stop myself, I turned back to the woman that stood there, I gazed into those haunting green eyes of hers, and it all came together. I almost felt as if I was going to pass out and vampires don’t fucking pass out! My body began to tremble as my brain clues my body into what this all means.

“Mated…they have been intimate?”

“Edward please forgive me.” He looks genuinely worried and he fucking should.

“Were you aware you were mates back then?” I ask my voice lowers and everything starts to make sense.

“Yes Edward. I knew…of course but Elizabeth had no idea. She was too ill to understand anything really; I fell for her while I was caring for her after your father passed.”

“So….then if you are my Mother and have been changed…does that mean you feel the same way? What about my father?”

“Yes Edward…I am your mother, don’t doubt that baby…Why would I lie about this…I had no idea until you walked in that door that you had survived! Carlisle didn’t tell me who was coming here tonight and I swear I had no idea.”

She turns to him angry now. “Why didn’t you tell us? Why did you wait two days before you told either of us about this?”

“I told you Elizabeth I am a selfish man. I just got you back. I wasn’t ready to share you.”

“Well now that is really a fucked up thing to do don’t you think?” Isabella’s voice broke into the conversation and I turned in her direction to look at her. I had all but forgotten she was here. Jesus.  

Her face fills with color and her eyes dart between Carlisle and me. She smiles softly and says. “Oh sorry, I really had no place to just interrupt like that. Please excuse my rudeness. Oops.” She steps back and puts her hands behind her back looking all innocent and shit and I almost want to hug the shit out of her for being so fucking adorable but I can’t at the moment because I am not totally in control.

I am seconds away from lunging at Carlisle and tearing him to shreds and I turn back to look at him when I feel this strong tug from deep within me. I swallow thickly and turn to the one person that is pulling me towards her like a magnet not even aware she is doing so.

“Mom?” I whisper.

“Edward!” she lunges for me and wraps her arms around me pulling me into her and I can’t help the fact that I inhale, and there it is. The faint scent of the small Jasmine flowers she used to wear in her hair when I was little every spring when they were in full bloom. She would go out to the garden, cut some, and make a little bouquet to tuck in her beautiful golden-bronzed hair. As soon as I caught that familiar scent, I nuzzled into it only to inhale deeper.

I begin to sob like a fucking baby. I know now without a doubt that it is in fact her.
I don’t have any idea how long we stood there holding on to each other but it had was obviously been long enough. “I want to know what happened. I want to know where you have been all this time! Tell me everything!” I turn to call Isabella and realize she isn’t here.

I panic instantly.


S*h*h*h*h*h*…..

Elizabeth's POV

“They left us alone.” I grip his hand. “Come sit with me.”

“But…I…I…I am sorry…I have to go find her…I cannot leave her…you don’t understand.” His brow creases a deeply etched V and I see his eyes scan around searching. 

“Edward she is fine, I am sure. Carlisle spoke to her and they left. I think to give us some time alone. I stand here holding my son’s hand and I wonder who she is. Is she the one that has captured his heart? I want to talk to her too but for now, I want to know what has been going on in his life.

“No. It isn’t that I don’t trust him…I…just…I can’t! Please wait here…she has to be by me all the time you don’t understand.” I watch him bolt for the front door and watch his frantic behavior. My level of concern for his need for her has risen a little by his reaction to her leaving.
A few seconds later, I cannot help but follow in his direction as he has left the front door open. I peer out to see that he is standing next to a blue car with her.



He is looking down at her holding her hands in his, shaking his head disagreeing with her words. My vampire hearing cannot help but listen to her speaking to him. I know it is rude but his reaction peaked my curiosity.
“It is okay Edward go spend time with your Mom. She needs you. I will be fine, call me later. I am just going to head back home. I will come back and get you.”

“No Isabella!” His tone startles me and she doesn’t seem at all affected by how harshly he snaps at her. “You do not leave my side and you damn well know this! This is not negotiable. We discussed this and you agreed! Do I need to tether you to me here as well? Trust me I will do it, make no mistake.”

My mouth falls open and I am stunned beyond words.

What in the world? I don’t understand how he can talk to her this way.

“Edward…this is different. It is your mother. You have not seen her in a very long time and I do not want to interfere with your reunion. This is not the way to reunite with your mother having me tag along. I am sure she wants to spend some time alone with her son. I will be fine.”

“Isabella are you arguing with me?” His finger and thumb grip her chin as he looks down at her and I would swear he is glaring at her as he holds her attention.

“No Master.” She replies looking him right in the eyes and if my heart were still beating it would have stopped. Her response leaves me breathless.
“You will be by my side unless I say otherwise. I assure you Isabella it won’t be anytime soon. I need you at my side. Is that understood?”

“Yes, Master.” He smiles down at her response, she responds with the same expression, and he leans in and kisses her lips softly. I cannot help but just gape at the exchange between them. 



“Who do you belong to? Tell me Angel.” He demands when he pulls back. His eyes hold hers as if he is dominating her.  

“I belong to you.” Her reply only causes me to watch in disbelief.

“What else.” He demands.

“I love you Edward.”

“As I love you, Isabella.” He replies and his hands slide up under her hair and he tugs it back and kisses her deeply not even aware of my eavesdropping on their moment.

What in the hell?

“Edward!” My voice startles even me and his eyes met mine as he quickly turns to look at me surprised by my sharp tone and my interruption.

“What in the hell was that?” I demand.

His brow furrows and he cocks his head to the side watching me.


“I sure as hell didn’t raise you to behave with such disrespect to a young lady like this! What has gotten into you?”

His response stuns me even more so and I feel my heart break with his words.

“Isabella this is my mother Elizabeth. Elizabeth or Mother…this is Isabella my true mate. I am also her Master. Isabella is my submissive, and your right, you did not raise me, at least not all the way. I am not the same boy you left in Chicago. In case you forgotten you just told me that you begged Carlisle to save me. Well this is who I am now. I am a vampire and this is what I am. I may as well hide nothing from you. If Carlisle had been honest he may have informed you of my lifestyle but he seems to have snuck out and left us to discover everything there is to know about one another.”

He had a hold of her hand and stepped towards the house. “So let me ask you. Have you been fucking Carlisle for the last 48 hours and where the fuck did he disappear to? I am not finished with him!”

My hand lands on my chest in shock. He pauses before he speaks again as I stand here stunned by the use of vulgarity my sweet son now uses.

“And don’t bother lying. I can read your mind. It was one of the few gifts I was born into this life with. The one I have you to thank for.”


© Robshandmonkey~

 I swear I don't know what has gotten into him...He can be such a brat!









Thursday, June 16, 2011

Chapter 31 Copper Top


Shhhhh.....

Chapter 31 
Copper Top


Carlisle stared at his phone. He sighed before he threw it down pulled on his pants and his shirt. Barefoot he grabbed the hotel key and his phone and he walked out of the room making his way down the hall to the stairwell and he began his decent as he dialed.

In the meantime Edward’s phone rings. He looks down and sees its Carlisle. An instant feeling of relief washes over him.

“Carlisle?”

“Yeah uh…hey…I uh really need to see you.”

“Now? Where are you?”

“New York. But I will be home in a few hours. I would like you to come out to the house. Edward son it is very important that you be there.”

“Is everything all right?”

“I certainly hope it will be.”

“Alright well can I bring Isabella?”

“Of course. It may be a good idea actually.”

“Okay well then see you at the house in a few hours.”

Carlisle closes his phone and walks back up to inform Elizabeth they are cutting their trip short.

“Elizabeth you need to pack love. We need to go back to Chicago.” He says as he walks in the door and she stands there in all her naked glory and her beauty knocks the breath right out of him. She is stunningly beautiful and his heart shatters for the heartache he is going to cause the two people he loves the most.


Shhhhh…..

Elizabeth’s POV


Earlier this evening Carlisle made a bizarre phone call and when I questioned him he wouldn’t answer any of them. He just kept pleading for me to understand. He wouldn’t say another word once I agreed to go back to Chicago. He just kissed me and smiled sadly. However, I didn’t understand. Nothing made sense. Everything was happening so fast and I was confused.

Before I knew it I was on a plane on my way back home and a car was waiting for us as we pulled up on to the tarmac. It is pretty obvious that Carlisle is very wealthy to have his own jet and a limo driver at a moments notice at the odd hour of the morning.

I stood outside the Cullen estates not really wanting to go inside but he insisted that his wife had left and that she wasn’t coming back. I still didn’t feel comfortable. Not in the least. This was her home. Their home. Why was I here anyway?

“He will be here any minute. It’s sort of a surprise…well it will be anyway.” Carlisle gave me a soft smile and still acted strangely pulling on my hand and dragging me inside.

I stared at Carlisle in disbelief still wondering. What kind of surprise could he have for me that would trump the fact that he told me that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. He just asked me to marry him last night. There is nothing in the world I love more than the thought of spending the rest of my life with this man and becoming Mrs. Carlisle Cullen. Nothing could surely trump that!

He smiles sheepishly. “I know you are probably going to think I am crazy Elizabeth but trust me love, what I am about to show you is going to trump everything your heart has ever desired. I should have said something far before now but I was so taken with you. I am a vampire after all and we tend to be a little selfish, but my conscious won out. I just could not let another day go by and keep you all to myself even though I wanted to. You both deserve this, after all you both have been through, I hope you will find it in your hearts to forgive me for holding on to you to keep for myself for the very short time we had this weekend. All I can say is I am so sorry. I am a selfish man.”

“Carlisle what are you talking about?” I reach up and cup his cheek in my hand.
“I don’t understand.”

“You will. Just keep your eyes on that door.” He nods towards the front doors.

I stand here looking at the double doors waiting for something. I tune in my hearing and I listen further trying to decipher the sounds that are coming from the other side of the door. I hear the car approach and shut off.

“Wow. It is a beautiful home.” The voice is of a female then I hear a car door slam, then another. I then catch the faint hint of footsteps two sets, one softer than the other. I inhale and one of them is human the other isn’t. It’s a vampire.

They draw closer and I look up at Carlisle, his smile was off. He almost seemed apprehensive but tried to act happy and relaxed. How very odd. My eyes went back to the door, the handle jiggled and the door opened and two people stepped inside first the male then the human female. 




My expression dropped. My throat closed up. My heart felt like someone had just crushed it in his or her bare hands. It ached even though it did not beat. My stomach turned upside down and the raspy sob that escaped my throat surprised even me. I felt Carlisle’s arm tighten around my waist as if he was holding me steady. I did not move. I simply couldn’t. One word fell from my lips in a faint whisper.

Edward.

He froze where he stood, his eyes darting from me to Carlisle and then back to me. His brow furrowed. God, I remember that little furrow of his. It’s my son! But…but how?
I want to move but I cannot find it in me to step at all in any direction and I watch his reaction, his eyes narrow and then widen the moment I believe he recognizes me.

“Edward?” I breathed out.

He turns suddenly and his grip on a tiny young beautiful little human girl, who is standing next to him is surprising. She is whispering soothing words to him and she has a hold of his hand. I hear her reassuring him that he is fine and she won’t be far. Is she calming him down? I do not understand. He looks at her and he is shaking his head muttering words in her ear. His words making no sense or I am just not hearing him right I am not sure. I am so overwhelmed and confused and just….at a loss for words.

“Edward.” Carlisle interrupts his conversation with the dark haired girl next to him.

Edward turns to look at Carlisle and I see a familiar look that I have been privy to a few times in my human life as the memory floods my thoughts of a time long ago past. My very lost little boy and his temper. He could always grow so hot at the spur of the moment.

“Is this some sort of sick joke?” He yells out as he glares at Carlisle.

“Edward please…I have to explain a few things.” Carlisle holds his hands up as if to surrender. Edward’s body starts to shake and the little human he is holding onto cries out in pain.

“Oww…Edward…too tight.” She whimpers pulling her hand away from him.

He gasps and turns to look at her. “Angel…Oh baby are you okay?” He inspects her hand cradling it and running his hand along her cheek. “I am sorry. I didn’t mean…”

“Edward son, I…” Carlisle interrupts him again.

“Don’t you dare call me your son!” He turns to roar at Carlisle.

“What the hell is this? Who is she? What the fuck are you doing? Why are you doing this?”

“Edward. It is exactly who you think it is. It isn’t a joke!” Carlisle is trying to calm him as I stare at the most beautiful man I have ever seen. I nearly sob because he is what I am. My son Edward is a vampire. He did it. Carlisle did what I had asked and he did in fact save him after all! Why didn’t he tell me? Why the hell did he wait!?

His eyes dart from me back to Carlisle and his brow furrows yet again. He swallows and instinctively his fangs come out to threaten something he doesn’t understand. It is okay though because as much as he is frightened so am I. Why didn’t Carlisle tell me this? Warn me? 

Then Edward hisses at us both.

“Please Edward.” Carlisle begs and his fangs are also engaged and I know it is instinct. I won’t allow mine to surface no matter how badly my body is trying to bare them. I will not threaten my only son.

His eyes dart to mine and he looks confused almost as if he had heard me.

“Edward!” Carlisle yells angry now. “It is exactly who you think it is! This is your Mother! Elizabeth tell him!” Carlisle turns to me with pleading eyes. The anger is getting the best of him and clearly he is shaken from the situation.

I stutter trying to respond but I am at a loss. He should have warned me!

“Yes…I uh…Oh…my God…Edward.” I want to run to him and hug him but I find I am cut off before I do with his questioning. He was testing me and trying to see if Carlisle was lying about who I really was.

“Si รจ utilizzato per chiamare me un nome che cosa era?


“Oh Edward. Rame top il mio piccolo amore? You were my little copper top. My little love. Oh Edward you have always been my little copper top and my little love. I missed you baby!” His face fell even further. His voice cracked and he dropped the dark haired girls hand and steps forward.

“Mother?”

“Yes baby.” 

Robshandmonkey.....
Translation

You used to call me a name what was it? 
Si รจ utilizzato per chiamare me un nome che cosa era?

giggles wickedly...I am so bad....

Chapter 30 Change of Plans


Okay I have to make a confession here…I just reread a portion of this story and I was like holy shit that is fucking kinky!! Who writes this naughty?
Then I remembered it was mine! Good grief! I AM a pervert! Hahaha…




Shhhhh…..

Chapter 30

Change of Plans



Edward stood in the shadows watching her from the darkness. The door is ajar enough for him to see everything. He knew his actions are questionable and would be seen by any outsider as twisted and perverse, but he just couldn’t help it. She was stunning and to see her getting ready for him stirred him up physically and emotionally and she had the power to hold his attention where he stood.

Isabella walks across the bedroom, looks down on the bed seeing the items her Master laid out for her. He shoulders were glistening from the few remaining water droplets that clung to her skin from the shower. With her hairbrush in hand, she then walks over to the mirror and pulls out the comb that holds it up. It falls loosely down over her bare shoulders. She brushed through it quickly and returns to the items on the bed.
Edward watches her unhitch the knot in the front of the oversized bath towel and she wipes the remaining wetness from her skin, and then drops the towel to the floor. His breath hitches even though he has seen her so many times before like this. Naked. She grabs the first garment and slides the pure white nylon hose over her toes along her foot working it up her leg gradually to where it stops mid thigh. It grips onto her leg. “hmmm…” she mutters surprised she doesn’t need a garter belt to hold the thigh high bow nylons up. She slides the other one on as well and she knows the collar and cuffs are not for her to put on even though they are lying there but she also takes notice of something new. She picks up the high sheen gloss, turns, walks to the mirror, and cocks her head to the side.





She blows out a puff of air while Edward holds his breath to keep her from discovering his perverted ass is watching her.

She twists the cap and pulls out the wand and she sniffs it. She giggles to herself at the fact that Edward picked out a cherry scent. Although flavors had no place in a vampire diet, Edward picked the flavor more for her. He just liked the way the high gloss shine looked on her luscious lips remembering back that night at the club when they danced. He loved the taste of her in her purest form but he was willing to mix it up with a little flavor for her also. Edward was about to find out that the mix between the two was a flavor he was about to find indescribable and the most delicious thing he had ever tasted.

He holds in the groan that almost escapes as he watches the wand glide along her bottom plump lip. His mouth pools with venom and his cock hardens further. She looks fucking sinful and he cannot wait another minute.

He silently moves to stand and lean against the doorjamb so that he makes his presence known, clearly seeing his reflection in the floor length mirror behind her. Her eyes met with his and a soft bashful smile graced her lips. She flushed and his throat hissed at the scorching burn to remind him that she was his prey.

 His voice is commanding and her Master has just given her an order.

“Kneel where you are but keep your eyes up and on mine in the reflection of the mirror. I won’t keep you in this position for long.” 


He moves like a blur as he grabs her collar, only now to be standing behind her. He leans down their eyes still locked in one another’s gaze in the mirror and he whispers next to her ear, “Your Master is pleased Isabella. You did an excellent job at making my Angel look even more sinful. I assure you that I will reward you for pleasing me.”
He stands back up and commands “Lift your hair up for me love.”

Isabella reaches under her mane and lifts it up for him to place the red velvet collar on her throat. He checks sliding two of his cool fingers under it once it is fastened to assure that it is not too snug on her neck. He takes her hair from her and wraps his wrist around it tugging it back to make her look up at him as he stands over behind her holding it snug.

“Beautiful.” He smirks down at her his eyes darting from the collar to her lips and back to his collar. He holds out his hand and says, “Come. It is time to pleasure you’re Master.”

She takes his hand, he helps her to her feet, and she stands before him now completely naked in only a pair of white thigh high stockings, her red velvet collar, and her “fucking beautiful” ring that adorns her thumb. He grins widely knowing that all these things are the things he bought solely for her as he walks over to the bed grabbing the thigh and ankle cuffs and a lead. He turns to snap the lead on her collar and turns back to pull her along behind him as she follows on her tiptoes in the stockings so as not to snag them on the floor as she pads behind him.

He holds a steady stride that she can keep up with and begins to move up the spiral staircase towards the third floor.

He opens the door and she follows in behind him. His phone vibrates in his pocket and he growls under his breath and reaches in to silence it. Interruptions are not an option when he has needs that need attending to, and right now Isabella is what he needs.

He lays the cuffs down on his table, unfastens her lead, walks over to hang it on one of the many hooks he has along the wall.

“We will start with your reward first and then I plan to prepare you Isabella.” He steps up behind her leans in over her shoulder and whispers in her ear just one word, “Anally.” Isabella’s breath hitches at the utterance and she can feel her heart rate increase exponentially and Edward can’t help but smile to himself knowing that is the reaction he so desperately wants from her. He inhales and hardens at the faint scent of her fear as it mixes in with her sweet blood.

He realizes that there is something about the scent of her fear that arouses him even further, the monster within him grins wickedly at the thought. Edward tries to ignore the mental note his monster has made to stow away for future planning and he growls at him in disgust.

He slides his hand down and grips her waist pulling her body back to his while his other hand reaches around and he growls in her ear while he cups her sex slipping one finger in her already soaking wet lips. He takes one long swipe and pulls his finger out and brings it up to her lips and begins to mix it in with the cherry flavored lip gloss that makes her lips look all that more delectable.

“Turn your head Isabella.” He commands and she does as he asks as her nostrils now fill with both the scent of her sex and the cherry lip-gloss he purchased for her.

“Lick them for me.” He cocks his brow as if he dares her to deny his request as he waits. She blushes furiously and slowly slips her tongue out, starting from top lip in the right corner, she swirls her tongue around to the left and down along her lower lip tasting the mixture of her arousal on her lips pausing to hold her bottom lip in her teeth. A gentle rumble emanates from his chest and his mouth falls open at the action. His cock is so fucking hard he cannot stand it being confined any longer and he is about ready to lose his pants when his fucking cell phone vibrates again. His nostrils flare and he hisses at the mere fact that someone is not letting up on contacting him. He moves away from her and walks to his armoire and pulls out a black silk scarf and returns to her and steps behind her while he slides the scarf over her eyes.

Isabella’s breath hitches again, her blood fills with adrenalin and anxiety fills her senses.

“Trust me Angel. I won’t do anything you don’t wish to happen.” He ties the scarf in a knot and walks around taking his hands and places them around her waist as he turns her slowly and pushes her backwards until the back of her legs hit his Eesse. 


 
He takes her hands and holds them up, “I won’t let you fall just sit back down love.” He watches her give in and she lowers her body down to a curved shape form underneath her. It is soft and cushioned comfortably and she is happy about it because her bruised tailbone appreciates the cushiony softness. Her body contorts to the shape and Edward cannot help but growl out a moan at the sight of her. He walks back to the armoire and pulls out the new toy he just purchased while she was in the dressing room. He purchases several but this one he was dying to try on her.

His pocket vibrated again and he stopped his approach, yanked his phone out, and read the text from his brother.



Where the fuck is Isabella?
Em


With me why?
E~


She hasn’t called Rosalie back! SHE FUCKING NEEDS HER!
Em


Yes she has I was there when she left a message.
E~


Have her call Rosalie EDWARD STOP KEEPING HER FROM HER BEST FRIEND! HER FATHER JUST DIED ASSHOLE!
Em


We have plans today. Can’t this wait?
E~


Edwards’s cell phone vibrated as he began to put it back in his pocket. He was pissed now and walked out of the room down the hall aways from Bella.

“What the fuck do you want Emmett?”

“Dude you need to bring her home Rosalie needs her. She is stressing out about her father’s funeral.”

Edward sighed.  “Ask Esme to help her with it.”

Emmett laughs. “Yeah like that is Esme’s biggest concern right now, she has enough going on!”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Edward asks.

“You really are out of the loop man. Esme caught Carlisle with one of his human whore nurses fucking in his office. She has been staying with me asshole in case you were wondering! She actually has a couple of places she is looking at in the next day or two. She has decided to file for divorce! She is leaving him, moving out on her own in case you cared to ever return any of her phone calls! God you’re so fucking full of yourself Edward fuck how can you be so fucking selfish?”

Edward stands here and cannot help but wonder why Carlisle went about getting out of the relationship this way. He knew that Carlisle and Esme were not mated and that his feelings about their marriage had changed over the course of the last couple of months, but this did not seem like Carlisle’s style. Their convenient lifestyle was just that, for convenience but to divorce so suddenly.

“Dad took off also, he called last night and said he was taking some time off. He left fucking town!”

“What do you mean took off?”

“He just called and said he was going to take a couple of weeks off and said he would call when he got back in town.”

“Well that isn’t like him. He actually took the time off work?” Edward asks incredulously.

“Yeah, I guess so.”

Now his concern was starting to surface. He was wondering what in the hell was up with Carlisle. “Did he say we could reach him on his cell?” He asked.

“Nope. He said something about going nomad for a while.”

“What?” Edward blurts out. There has never been a time that he has not been able to contact Carlisle in all the years he has lived and this unnerved him. He did not understand why it did. It just did.  

“I know I thought the same thing. It doesn’t sound like him at all but hey I got my own shit going on you know with Rose and all.”

“Did you tell Rosalie?” He asks.

“No. Our trip was cut short.” Emmett growled.

“So are you going to bring Bella home or am I going to have to sick Rosalie on you. Don’t think I will not do it man. I know you are in New York. I am not an idiot! I called and spoke to Zafrina. She said she saw you and naturally, I put two and two together! BRING HER HOME EDWARD! FUCKING NOW!”

“Emmett we have an arrangement.”

“Change it! This is fucking important.”

“So is my arrangement.”

“You mean your dick!”

“Fuck you Emmett!”

“No Edward what is going to happen is I am going to call Rosalie right fucking now and see if she would like to jump on a chartered plane to go for a little trip to New York to see her best friend. I am not fucking around Edward. I already spoke to your pilot and your driver. Your driver will be at your place…oh well gee, if you had answered your phone he would be an hour but he is already down stairs and your pilot is at the airport. GET YOUR ASS HOME NOW!”

Edward growls under his breath.

“Emmett you are crossing lines you should not be crossing brother.”

“I don’t give a fuck! NOW!”

Edward’s temper flares. “I swear to fucking God when I get there it is going to be me and you!” He hangs up the phone. His nostrils flare and Isabella’s scent lures him back in to his playroom.

“Fuck!” he growls and walks over to her lifting her up and pulling off her blindfold.

“Angel, we have to stop. I am so fucking sorry. I have to get you home to see Rosalie. She needs you now.”

Isabella stands there stunned. She cannot believe that he is doing this and finds the action so considerate that he cares enough to see that she gets home when her friend needs her the most. Little does she know that Edward doesn’t really have a choice in the matter.
He cups her cheeks, pulls her in for a deep kiss, and makes a promise the moment they get to be alone again he will make it up to her. Every bit of it.

S*h*h*h*h*h…..


Five hours later Edward and Bella are in Chicago as Peter pulls up on the tarmac to pick them up in his Mercedes that eerily reminds her of Caius’s. She freezes the moment they head towards it and a slight whimper escapes her lips. Edward turns to look at her surprised by her reaction to Peter. He doesn’t realize it is the car and not Peter standing next to it that halts her in her tracks.

“Angel?”

Isabella’s eyes dart up to his and back at the car, she closes her eyes for a minute, and a memory flashes in her mind.

Caius’s hands on her breasts and she gasps.

“Bella what is it?” Edward is worried now.

She tries to cover her reaction but it is too late and she grabs his shirt and pulls him to her hugging him. His scent fills her nostrils and she sighs.

Her voice is faint and nearly broken. “The car.”

Peter stands there and looks down at his car wondering what the hell is wrong with his car as he can hear them all the way over from where he is parked.

“Oh Angel. It is just Peter. He is one of my best friends. He won’t hurt you. I promise and yeah you are right the cars are similar but they are not the same. ”Edward realizes that they are damn near identical but he tries to soothe her worries.

She quickly apologizes for her reaction and Edward knows now that this is all bullshit and it is far too soon for her to be back here in Chicago and he now wants to beat his brother’s ass for insisting on it.

“Hey Edward is everything alright?” Peter yells from the car.

“Yeah, just a second.” He yells back and hugs Bella tighter.

“Come on Angel we need to get you to Rosalie’s.”

An hour later, they are pulling up to the front of Rosalie Hale’s house. On the drive there, Edward introduces Isabella to Peter and she knows instantly that he is a vampire.
“Wow there are a lot of you.” She mumbles.
Peter laughs and smirks with a snarky reply, “Yeah we sort of blend in don’t we?” He wags his brow at her and she cannot help but giggle because he is extremely handsome, only not as handsome as Edward is, and that statement could be the furthest thing from the truth. She noticed they were all different the first night she was in the club. They most definitely did blend in according to her observations.

Edward did not inform Isabella that Peter was there the night he found her, for fear of bringing out any other horrible memories.

The rest of the drive to the house was chitchat about Carlisle and Esme and Edward’s concern for his parents while Bella sat in the back seat listening to the two banter over what they both thought was almost intentional on Carlisle’s part. He could have heard her coming. Hell, he should have smelled her. So why did he allow himself to be caught?

Peter concluded that he was just done with the relationship and that was that.

Bella leaned out to the intercom in front of Rosalie’s house and pressed the code that allowed her to bypass the system and open the gate. Peter pulled up, drove around the circular driveway, and parked his car. He got out opening Bella’s door before Edward could get around and Edward growled at him. Peter chuckled and mocked a teasing “You snooze you lose.” Edward’s way.

Bella laughed at their speed and she realized that Rosalie still wasn’t aware but she looked over at Edward and nodded up to the security camera. He glanced up and cursed under his breath but the front door opened and Emmett bound down the front steps and walked right over to his brother his nostrils flaring.

“I will talk to you later!” he growled and looked down at Bella. “Hey cutie how are you doing?”
“I am good Emmett.” She smiles up at him.
“Well that is good to hear. I wished I could say the same for our Rosalie in there but she is coming apart and needs someone and I think that someone is you.” He reaches out takes her hand and pulls her along up to the house glaring over his shoulder at Edward.

Peter chuckles and chants under his breath, “Someone is in trouble…..” he says in a singsong voice and socks Edward right square in the center of his chest.

“Fuck you Peter!” he growls and falls in behind his brother as they head for the house.

It is obvious that Rosalie Hale’s home is far more expensive than Bella’s was and now that Edward is seeing it in the daytime he smirks remembering the night he watched Isabella secretly in the shadows while she masturbated thinking of him.

When they stepped into the sitting room Rosalie was standing there yelling into her phone about some sort of issue with the will and what her father had made as a last request for his remains to be handled. Apparently, Rosalie did not agree to a burial at sea and she argued that she would not have any place to put flowers on and how was she ever going to swim in the ocean again knowing her father is floating around in the water.

Peter had to hold back his laughter at that last comment and so he turned to look away to avoid cracking up at such a sensitive subject. However, he could see her point.

She turned and the moment her eyes landed on Bella, huge tears welled up in her eyes and she dropped the phone, ran for her best friend, and began sobbing in her arms.
Bella soothed her, shushed her, and pulled her over to the couch to let her cry out her grief. The guys stood there more uncomfortable than ever and Emmett suggested they go get something for the girls to drink. All of them followed out to the kitchen.

Emmett turned to Edward and said, “SEE! I told you!” speaking so low and fast there was no way the girls could hear them. He wanted to lunge at his selfish prick of a brother.

“Calm down Emmett he is here now.” Peter stood between the two brothers trying to maintain some sort of calm between them.

“You need to check yourself Emmett! How dare you order my driver and pilot to be ready to come and get me without first consulting with me? They both got a rash of shit for it and God damn it they know better than to even consider taking any orders from you again dear brother!”

“Fuck you! This was an emergency!” Emmett growled.

Edward’s cell phone beeped and he pulled it out noting a text from an unknown number. He wondered if it was Carlisle and read the message.

Welcome Home…Edward, many have missed you, but one of us in particular missed you more than any other.

Edward growled and handed his phone to Peter who read the message.

Obviously, the same person had sent the messages before.

“Who is it?” Emmett asked.

“Don’t worry about it.” Edward glared at him.

“Listen little brother if you are still being threatened then don’t you think it would be wise for me to know this? Leaving me out of the loop certainly is not going to help your situation any. Fuck Edward I am your god damn brother don’t you think that I care enough to know what the fuck is going on in your fucked up life even if you don’t want to share all the gory details with me?”

Edward looked at Peter and Peter nodded and handed the phone to Emmett.

“It’s the seventh one he has gotten. Someone is watching him. We just do not know whom. Alice cannot see them. I have been unable to track them because they use random pay as you go phones.” Peter informed Emmett of the rest of the various details while Edward walked over to the door to make sure that Rosalie and Bella were where he left them. The sight of her eased him tremendously but his fears were building for her safety in this town.  

He began to wonder; now that they were back in town exactly where in the hell would Bella be staying? Their two weeks had been interrupted and he certainly was not about to allow her to stay at her home alone. He had to make plans and he had to confer with her before they decided what to do next.

He then thought of his parent’s home. No one was there and he was not fond of the idea of taking her to the penthouse for the number of vampire submissives he had traipsing in and out of the place. He knew that was not an option and he thought better of it and remembered that his mother was staying with Emmett. Maybe she would give permission to stay on the estate. It was as secure as Fort Knox. Hell his father even had reinforced metal shutters that glided down over the windows at the push of a button. He could barricade her in there and that thought appealed to him far more than it should have.

His attention returned to his brother who had just stated that this funeral was private. This concerned Edward because if that were true and Isabella was one of the ones to attend then he would have to insist on being with her.

This was however not something he wanted to insist on but there was no other option.

“What do you mean private?” Edward asked Emmett.

“You know private. Family only.”

“Is Bella invited?” he asked.

“Of course.” Emmett replied looking at his brother as if he was stupid.

“What about you?” Edward cocked his brow looking at him curiously.

“No. I am not going. I don’t even know the man.”

“I can’t allow that.” Edward said matter of factly.

“What do you mean you can’t allow that?” Emmett glowered at his brother.

“Exactly what I said. Either I go with Bella or she doesn’t attend.”

“You can’t be serious!”

“The hell I can’t brother!”

Peter steps in between them again and says. “Hey this really isn’t the time. I understand your concerns Edward but really we can make sure she is safe without interfering with the ceremony.”

“And just how do you propose we do that? She will be on a ship out at sea! It isn’t about to happen damn it! I won’t let her out of my sight!”

“Excuse me?” Rosalie interrupted the conversation the three vampires were so heavily into that not one of them heard her coming.

Edward turned to look at her and gave her a sad smile.

“I am sorry Rosalie I truly send my condolences to you and your family.”

“No that isn’t what this discussion was about. It was about you not allowing Bella out of your sight! What is that about?”

“Rosie baby. It’s nothing.” Emmett tries to soothe her worried expression.

“Shut up Emmett!” she growled and turned to Edward. “Where were you two? Why did I not get a call back from Isabella? What have you been doing with her!?”

“I don’t think that is any of your business.” Edward stands taller his anger spiking.

“The hell it isn’t! She is my best friend! You came out of nowhere and snatch her away like a thief in the night and I have every right to be concerned! She is young and impressionable and you are far too much of a fucking player to be trusted Edward Cullen! You are going to break her heart again just like you did on the dance floor that night at your precious fucking club!”

“What is going on in here?” Isabella steps into the room hearing all the yelling.

“I don’t trust him.” Rosalie points at Edward as she turns to look at Bella.

“Why not? What has he done to make you say that?” Bella asked.

Rosalie’s tone calmed and she looked at her best friend with softened eyes. “Bella sweetie you know I love you and I would hate to see anyone take advantage of you.”

Bella cocks her head to the side looking at her best friend and suddenly Rosalie gasped.

“What?” Bella looked at her best friend surprised.

“You lost it! Edward is the one that took it isn’t he?” her voice rose higher than anyone expected.

“Lost what?” Emmett asked.

“Her virginity!” Rosalie turned to Edward and her glare could have set him on fire where he stood.

Edward smirked like the fucker he was and he should have been anything but smug but he just couldn’t help it.

Damn right I did and until my fucking brother interrupted my time I was about to pop an anal cherry!

It was a good thing no one in the room could read Edward’s mind. At the same time he was hit with a barrage of hateful words spewing from Rosalie’s brain at him like a tennis ball machine spitting out tennis balls for practice set on a high return rate.

“ROSALIE!” Bella yelled at her. Her face was crimson in front of all those in the room.

“You bastard! She is just a kid!” Rosalie lunged for him but Emmett grabbed her in time to stop her from assaulting his brother.

“Shhhh. Rose I know he is a fucking prick. I can’t make excuses for his ass but please baby you need to calm down or I am going to have to take that doctors advice and sedate you!”

Bella steps up to Edward and he slides his arm around her shoulder.

“Rosalie don’t you think that my sex life is mine and not to be laid out in front of total strangers.” She looks around the room blushing when Peter cannot help but wink at her to watch the color flood her face again. Edward growls.

Rosalie yanks her arms away from Emmett and she glares at Edward as she threatens him, “You so much as hurt her in any way and I will make sure every beloved car you ever owned will not be touched by any decent mechanic in the Chicago area and I assure you Edward Cullen I have connections you don’t even want to tangle with! Don’t you dare break her heart!” She stormed out of the room and up the stairs.


“Well I guess she told you now didn’t she little brother!” Emmett bellowed out laughing.

“Shut up Emmett!”


S*h*h*h*h*h….


Elizabeth Masen stood in the window of the high-rise hotel in New York. The sun was setting as she looked down over the city. Carlisle Cullen stepped up behind her naked, wrapped his arms around her waist, and whispered in her ear. “Penny for your thoughts.”

“I was just thinking how Edward would have loved New York. I still get an occasional memory of him even if they are blurry and his excitement over the county fair every year was a time I looked forward to. He loved it at night especially with all the lights that lit up the carnival. We even took him to the circus once. I remember it. It is one of the clearer memories.”

Carlisle stiffened and his guilt began to chip away at him. He wanted to keep Elizabeth to himself. He would have loved that but he knew deep down that it had to come out. All of it. He would have to face Edward and knowing over the course of the last two days that he was keeping a secret he had no right to keep at all he instantly made that decision. He had to tell them. He wasn’t about to wait another moment. This was too much and the fact that he kept it from the other over those two days would be unforgivable. He slid away from Elizabeth and went to pick up his phone and he called his son. Her son.

©Robshandmonkey~





Monday, June 13, 2011

Chapter 29 Educating Isabella

In answer to a few of your questions about things, that everyone is dying to know….and not giving anything important away….

Will Edward turn Bella soon? 

No that will not happen until towards the end.

Why is Edward’s venom so special versus any other vampire?

Yall are going to kill me as to how I came up with this whacked thought…
Robert has the ability have women all over the world swoon. I mean imagine the
pheromones he exudes to affect females through movie screens, TV screens, and monitors.
So yeah, I felt like Edward’s venom would wow women too like Robert’s pheromones.

Who is trying to kill Edward/ and threatening Bella?

Just have to wait and see.

Why did Alice not warn Edward about Elizabeth?

My Alice was insistent on Edward and Bella getting together because she is trying to help Edward become a better person. This Alice is not the kind that meddles in others affairs. She is more into revealing her gift to keep others safe and to help them…. However, I felt as though the whole Elizabeth, Carlisle, Edward thing is not her place to warn him. It is too volatile a situation for her to just blurt this out. In addition, Alice is not really watching Carlisle all that much and she has no reason to watch for Elizabeth. Remember Alice is not in the family she and Jasper are just good friends of Edwards.


What is going on with Rosalie and Emmett? Why has Bella not contacted her?

Bella mentioned that she tried to contact Rosalie and has not been able to confer with her. Bella will deal with this in time. Rosalie and her father do not have a great relationship. He was never around to care for her and thought money would suffice to take care of her.

What is going on with Rose and Emmett?

Emmett had planned to tell Rosalie what he was but their trip was cut short the first night because her father passed. Therefore, what happens will remain to be seen.

How do you come up with this stuff?

Lol…I spend far too much time browsing the web when I am not working. I don’t have kids to take up my time. Just a husband and a dog. I do have to pay attention to the hubby occasionally. As for my ideas well in the past my former Beta’s Nicole and Dianne helped contrive the story as we brainstormed together but for the rest of it…I have to admit my outline is very vague to start and then when I get an idea I rework it in if I can. If I cannot I have to let it go.

When will the sequel to EEK be out?

I delved into a bit of chapter one and I thought I could do them both but it is far to hard to keep them from getting crossed so I have to wait till Shhhhh….is finished because this Edward is a darker than our EEK Edward.

Why is Carlisle and Elizabeth’s eye color not their human color if they are mated or Emmett’s for being around Rosalie?

As I had Alice explain in the chapter wicked games….Usually the eye color doesn’t revert until they have been intimate. Take for example Peter. His turned blue that night he slept with Charlotte.
For Edward’s eyes to be green from just being around Isabella is UNHEARD of. That’s because their love is far more intense than most anyone we know and he didn’t have to have that intimate contact with her, if you remember his eyes were green the first night only he kept taking his glasses on and off so no one caught it except for Alice. His protective nature is what brought his out to start.


WARNING THIS CHAPTER YOU WILL SEE THE DARKER SIDE OF EDWARD...DON'T BITCH ME OUT FOR IT...HE HAS BEEN THIS WAY ALL ALONG. HE JUST DOESN'T HAVE TO SHOW IT TOWARDS BELLA VERY OFTEN...KEEP IN MIND HE IS A VAMPIRE!



Shhhhh…..

Chapter 29

Educating Isabella




“You look beautiful on top of me like this.” He smirks holding up his hands. I mimic his action by copying him and press my warm hands to his cold ones.

“Come on Isabella. You know you want to ride me like a little bitch in heat.” He gives me a half-crooked smile and then he winks and I blush fiercely.

“Do you realize how much you torture my throat when you do that?”

“I am sorry.” I drop my eyes feeling genuinely bad about that.

“It isn’t your fault Isabella. I was just making an observation out loud.”

“Lift up on your knees and guide me into you. Then lower yourself back down slowly.”

“Oh Jesus!” I groan out as he laces his fingers with mine.

“What’s wrong Isabella?”

I can feel the heat coming off my face and I want to tell him.

“I already know Angel.” He smirks.

“What do you know?” I bite my lip and wait for him to embarrass me further.

“That you liked riding me in the tub and you want to do it again.”

“Please Master.” I do. God I so fucking do! I loved watching him come from me fucking him.

He groans out and closes his eyes. His voice is breathy soft.  “Ride me.”

I remain on my knees on the bed, lift up a little, and remove my hand from his to grip his hard cold cock and slip it between my already wet lips.

“Jesus…so warm.” He blows out a breath, his eyes are still closed. He still has his hand up in the air waiting for me to return it back into his. I lace my fingers through it and slide down over him slow.

His Adams apple moves along his throat as he swallows and his lips are parted slightly. I watch in sheer fascination as he lifts his upper lip, his eyeteeth retract right in front of me, and his fangs slide out to replace them.

“Wow.” I mutter watching and he smiles softly, his eyes still closed, his hand squeezing mine gently.

“You like that?” his lip lifts higher on one side in that crooked smirk of his and he knows.
“Yes.” I breathe out.

“I can tell.” He repeats the movement retracting his fangs and his eyeteeth replace them.

“Fuck you get wetter when you see that don’t you?” His eyes open slowly and they are bright green. He is fucking stunning like this.

“Not as stunning as you.” He murmurs and his eyes drop down to where we come together.

“Lovely.” He pulls my hand to his lips, reengages his fangs, and licks the inside of my wrist. “So fucking sweet.” His eyes watch me lift my hips up and off him and I lower myself harder down. He grunts and I cry out.

“So good!” I close my eyes and just go with whatever I feel. I let everything go and begin to rock my hips on him rubbing my clit on his pubic bone. I know this movement will have me coming before he does and I do not want to stop.

“Don’t…stop.” He interrupts my thoughts.

“I wanna fucking come!” I cry out and grip his hands tighter using them for leverage and I am humping on his cock rocking in a rhythm that is bringing me to the edge. 


“That’s it baby. Your Master doesn’t always have to be in control.” He throws his head back and yells when I slam down on him hard and a deep growl rumbles through his chest.

“Fuck!! You are going to come Isabella. I can feel it! You are right there.” He lets go of my hand, his fingers reach down, he wiggles his finger against my clit, and I shatter over him.

“Mmmm……..” My back arches and I grind on him as my body breaks out sweating because it is fucking hotter than hell in here and damn his cool body feels so good against me. I whither over his hardness and feel my insides quiver in my own release. I throw my body forward and crash my lips into his kissing him like I am never going to be able to again and his arms come around and hug me to his cold body. His hips thrust up in a blurred out pace and he is now fucking me underneath me to get his own release. His eyes are shut tight he is biting his bottom lip and his fangs hang down over it. I cannot resist as he begins to fill me with his cool come and I whimper at the contrast of temperature that is now filling me cooling down my heated pussy. Venom leaks from his fang and I lick it. His grip on me tightens and I can feel the purr building in his chest and it vibrates against my breasts.
His pace slows and I nearly collapse on top of him. I know I will end up falling asleep with him buried inside of me again but it is like he is a dose of nighttime cold medicine. He literally knocks me out!

I have woken up with him inside of me. I cannot believe he can literally fuck me in my sleep and I don’t wake up from it but the remains of the act are clearly obvious as they drip down my inner thighs. The first time I thought I was dreaming. Then when he told me he did this, I was stunned. Now I find it as erotic as hell, and I have no idea why. I think Edward likes to fuck me in my sleep. He does not sleep ever so it is probably hard to accept that I need it.

We have spent the last two days in New York and have had sex so much that I should be a piece of raw hamburger between my legs but oddly enough, I feel fine. I admit the bruises on my tailbone hurt later that night after he took me so abruptly on the dining room table. It was not until later when he tried to fuck me again that I winced fully aware of the injury now. He stopped, apologized, and allowed me to just rest. However, when I woke up this morning he had me straddled over him. I laughed wondering how he could maneuver me so freely. I was never a light sleeper before and I told him that. He laughed and said, “I wear you out completely.”

I have to agree. He does do that, but last night after we laid in front of the fire naked and listened to the rain outside, Edward opened up to me about things I had no idea that were going on around me. He was opening himself up to the odd quirks that Vampires have and the way they view life, the world, and fate.
The eye color change thing fascinated me when he explained that phenomenon further. I remember his eyes were green the first night I met him. I have a hard time believing that my presence turns them but then I remembered a time when his eyes were once golden. Nevertheless, that was only the one time and I have never seen them any other color but a darker green.

“I have to talk to my father about that. You see it is not typical to stay this way. They revert to whatever color they turn based on our choice of diet. My eyes have been nonstop green since the night I found you with Caius. I don’t know why that is.” He explained and I wondered myself.

“You are mine Isabella. Fate dictates it, my eye color is a sign that confirms it, and my heart feels it because I lost my soul back in 1918, yet it somehow found its way back to me through you. I am now complete. You are in fact mated to a vampire forever. You cannot change what is.” He whispered over the top of my head as I lay back against his chest between his legs. His cold finger traced the outline of my nipple as he toyed with it making it rise and allowing it to relax only to bring it out again with his cold touch. I wanted to laugh at his newfound discovery. I just laid here listening to him and his velvet smooth voice in my ear.
 
“What does that mean for me being mated to a vampire?” I had no idea that his answer would be. What I got shocked the hell out of me.

“It means that eventually I will claim you completely. I will lay you down one day, most likely slide into you and join us while arousing you to a state of lust higher than you could imagine and then when you are ready to give in and come on me, I will sink my fangs into either your neck or your breast, feed from you while I come, then I plan to fill you with my venom to turn you. It means exactly what you think it means Isabella. Yes love, I am going to kill you to keep you, and when I steal your soul, we will be forever bound. You already carry mine in you so it is only right I take yours.”

I sit up and turn around to stare at him. He looks at me without any feeling whatsoever. Like it is an acceptable act and that the plans for this are already set in stone.

“What?” He looks at me curiously cocking his head.

“I don’t get any say in this plan of yours?” I gape at him shocked.

“No Isabella and it don’t matter even if you have something else in mind.”

I stood up and glared at him. Now I was pissed. How dare him! 

He narrowed his eyes at me and I was torn between the submissive sides that wanted only to please him but the human side of Bella was far too outspoken to keep her mouth shut.

“I don’t think that is fair! What if I don’t want to die!? I was looking for a Master not a fucking Vampire!” I snapped not thinking about what I was saying before blurting it out. My temper was getting the best of me quickly.

His eyes widened, his nostrils flared and I didn’t fucking care!

“Isabella! You will watch that tone you are taking with me right now or so help me I will throw you over my God damn knee and whip your ass till you scream your safe word!”




“Edward this is not about submission! This is my life and your plans to steal it!” I crossed my arms over my chest and stomped my foot. I knew it was childish but I had a bad habit of it. I had warned him about it before.
 He was on me so fast all I saw was the blur. Fear coursed through me for the second time I had been around him. It emanated off me and I was sure that is what had him frothing at the mouth. He had me pinned on the couch under him, his eyes were burning into mine, his hands gripping my wrists above my head, and he put all his weight on my lower naked half. It didn’t go unnoticed that he was fucking hard as a rock over me. He breathed out heavily through gritted teeth. His voice was deep and he was fighting to keep control his anger as I watched him struggle before he gave in and began to speak.

“You. Are. Mine. If you think you can fight me off I dare you to fucking try it!” His hand let go of my wrist, came down, and gripped my chin pinching my cheeks holding me there to force me to keep my eyes on his face when I tried to look away from him.
He had my attention now. 
“Vampires do not negotiate the terms of their relationship with their mate. Your sassy little mouth will only lead you strapped down in my playroom with a blistered ass if you think for a moment that I am going to let my mate walk away from me! Don’t you dare fucking test this Isabella.You will not win.You will submit to this not only because it is fate, but because deep down inside of you…you want me too! You are just being stubborn and are used to being able to control your world around you. Well those days are over. The rest of the world has spoiled you long enough. It is my turn to spoil you and you will be mine in every fucking way!” He let go of my chin, backed off me, and stormed out of the room.

I inhaled a breath of air that I had not realized I had been holding. I reached up and rubbed the bottom of my chin where he gripped me and tears fell at what had just happened.

I knew he was right. There was no way I was going to be able to walk away from him. I had yet to admit it to myself but I already knew. I had to admit it to him, but I knew I was already falling for him. I cursed myself for it too. I hated the fact that he had this invisible hold on me. I am too young to fall in love. My mother always said I needed to experience life before I settled and I believed that also, but Edward had changed that and I hated to admit that. I wanted to stay the independent person I had become. No one told me what to do since I was sixteen and when I sought out a Master, it was for this very reason. To give up that control. Now I realized I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. Maybe I wasn't a submissive. I don’t know what I want.

Fuck!!!

You know what you want. You just want to be loved and adored, the way Jacob adored Leah, the way Phil adored Rene. You just want to feel that kind of love and to be cherished.

Yeah well, the one that had given you that…you just let him down and he left you alone here so now what genius?

I found myself up and off the couch running up the spiral stairs after him. He was standing in his office staring out the window overlooking the city. His fists were clenched tightly, his breathing heavy.

He didn’t turn until I took a few steps toward him. The he suddenly turned abruptly. I could see the anger boiling in his dark green eyes and his brow was furrowed deeply. He was so angry and his fangs shot out and he bit down on his bottom lip.
I launched myself for him and he caught me in mid air wrapping his arms around me as I cried into his neck and inhaled his scent. I was lost to him. A stupid lovestruck teenage girl. 

“I am sorry! You are right! God I am so sorry!” I sobbed. His grip on me tightened, his lips moved over my bare shoulder. He growled and I felt his teeth press into my shoulder, 

“I should take you now!” he roared pressing his teeth a little harder into my shoulder. I nearly willed him to just do it already.
 He grabbed my wrist brought it to his nose and inhaled to most likely stop his actions before he regretted them.
“You need to calm him. I barely have control over him right now Isabella!” He hissed his body was shaking violently his grip was almost becoming too tight.
“Edward…I don’t know how.”
He looked over at the desk and with one arm swiped everything off it sending it all to the floor. Even though it hurt to lay me on the hard surface, he didn’t get on top of me, he moved down between my thighs and he began to lick and suck at me groaning and trying to calm down while licking on my pussy.
I cried out as his tongue found a rhythm that worked my clit into a heightened state. I was about to come undone as his mouth worked over my sex drinking me in.
“You will never deny what is mine.” He hissed and I felt a pinching just to the left above my clit. I gasped and looked down to see his right fang pierce my flesh, then a steady trail of blood rolled down my flesh, as it ran right to the top of my clit and Edward’s body relaxed and he closed his eyes and his mouth pressed into my flesh and he began to lick my own blood out of the area where it pooled for him. 



His purring was instantaneous. He licked and lapped making me come over and over in the course of what I would swear was hours but it was only an hours time as the trail had dried and his tongue came up to lick the wound.
He moved up quickly and his lips crashed into mine. I could taste my sex and the coppery taste of my own blood on his lips and I knew he was right. I did belong to him. I was not about to say no to him. Not now not ever. I may be stupid enough to smart off to him but he is right…I would follow him fucking anywhere. I was his and he was mine and fuck if that didn’t piss me off but it was what it was! Fucking fate!

He tried to fuck me after that in his office but my tailbone hurt with the desk under my ass. Once he realized I hurt when I winced, he carried me to his room and I fell asleep with him behind me, only to awaken on top of him this morning. As we lay here now after coming again for God knows how many times now, I just have to find the courage to tell him I think I have fallen in love with him. No not think...I know I have.

Just then, his breathe hitched and his eyes shot open and burned into mine before the hint of a gleam began to shine in his eyes.

His lips curved up slowly at first and I think he just heard that.

“I want to hear you say it.” His voice was so soft spoken.

I suck in my bottom lip and drop my eyes to his lips.

“Please Bella look at me when you do.” 

My eyes scan up to his and I know he is the one that my life has been missing. He is the one that I will live and breathe for. He is my Master but he is also the guy I am falling head over in heels in love with and no matter how many times my mother told me that I needed to wait to fall in love, it was the most ridiculous thing in the world to suggest because love doesn’t wait for you to decide when it is right…it finds you whether you want it to or not.

“I love you.” I whisper with his thumb gently grazing over my lips, it moves to capture my tear that falls down my cheek. He brings his thumb to his lips and he licks it off the tip of his thumb.

“I know Angel. Now let me show you how much I love you.” His lips crash into mine. 


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